26th Birthday Gift

Thought of sharing it here, sebagai kenang-kenangan kepada diri sendiri.

So, last 2 weeks, I woke up as usual in the morning to work, but with a curious feeling.

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positive ?!

I didn't expect it at all !

As I wanted it so much, that I did many home pregnancy tests every month since I get married. So, i thought it will be negative as my previous tests, and will end up makan mahal2 masa lunch kat office untuk mengubat kekecewaan, but as you can see in above picture, it's a positive !

Mamai kan pagi2, termenung kejap sebelum sedar itu adalah kenyataan, barulah menjerit "eeeeeeehhhhhh?!" dalam bilik air, and laung hubby yg tgh tido lagi.

"Bby, tgk ni !"

Dia bukak mata siket and said "maksudnya?"

"It's a positive la bby, eh biar btol? positive kan ni haaa cuba compare ngn gambar kat kotak ni"

so 2-2 macam takleh terima kenyataan, sebab 2-2 naakk sgt, bila Allah dah kasi tu mmg susah nak percaya, like..it's a miracle! so 2-2 taktau nak senyum ke nak gembira ke sebab ehh biar btoll? punye feeling.but i have a strong instinct, sebab selalu baca blog2, kalau test tu negative, boleh diragui, maybe hormon hcg dlm badan still rendah and the tester still tak dapat detect, so caranya kalau yakin sgt pegi la jumpa doc and buat blood test, which is more accurate. tapi jarang gile dgr org buat test positive tapi sebenarnye takde pape (except orang tu ada makan pil hormon ke before)..

and lagi satu yg buat instinct kuat, sebab guna tester yang branded (clearblue), yg dikatakan sgt sensitive compares to cheaper testers yg selalu dlm instruction die suruh test urine in the morning, sebab time tu hcg level paling tinggi. clearblue ni bleh test anytime. so pergi office perasaan bercampur baur. kebetulan lunch dekat midvalley, so beli another tester. and i bought 2! satu murah punya konon2 kalau negative bleh la diragui, and satu lg mahal gila.

so i tested it again using the cheap one first..

2 lines !

and again in the evening, before we went to see the doctor..

tester paling mahal, i think rm35 kot, tp mcm yg paling accurate la

as you can see on the screen there's 2-3 , which means 2-3weeks after conceiving, tapi kalau ikut doc's term, it is 4-5 weeks pregnant, sebab doc akan kira dari hari 1st period yang terakhir.

iklan : clearblue is totally recommended

so, pergi jumpa doc lepas tu.. and inform him psl dah buat upt test sendiri bla bla bla

then dia tanya "dah buat sendiri 3 kali? 3-3 pun positif?"

i nodded.

"hah positif la tu, takyah jumpa saye pun takpe"

waddehek?

dah la tak suruh buat test lagi sekali, memang dia tak check ape2 lgsg, sembang2 kosong je.

hubs dah happy2 terus call family dia and inform, ako plak nak kate happy sgt pun tak la sebab doc tu cm takleh pakai je.esoknya ajak hubs g klinik lain plak muahahaha and this time mmg doc btol2 buat urine test, timbang berat, high blood pressure, and bagitau ni bleh makan, ni jgn makan. doc 1st haitu kata awak makan apa saja, tak payah pantang2, grrrrrrr.



so, the result was double confirmed, 5 weeks, EDD will be end of Nov 2011 :)




harap dapat doakan kami yang baik-baik dan selamat semuanya...

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i'm glad, i'm thankful, ya Allah, sesungguhnya Kau Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang.