November 30, 2010

Countdown : 3 days

A reminder for myself :


Nikah (3/12/2010 lepas Asar) : Ipoh

1. Baju - done
2. Tudung - done
3. Veil - done
4. Hand bouquet - done
5. Bilik pengantin - done
6. Hantaran - done
7.
Kasut - done
8. Make up - booked (package)
9. Chior - booked (package)
10.
Decoration around chior - done
11. Sound system - done
12. Tok kadi - done
13. Korset - done
14.
Eyebrow threading - done
15. Henna - done
16. Photographer - done
17. Dinner - done
18. Homestay - done


Sanding (4/12/2010) : Ipoh

1. Baju - Last fitting on 1st Dec (package) *done
2. Tudung - Last fitting on 1st Dec (package) *done
3. Veil - Last fitting on 1st Dec (package)
*done
4. Kasut - done
5.Make up - (package)
*done
6. Hand bouquet - (package) *done
7. Payung - (package) *done
8. Pelamin - (package) *done
9. Photographer : done
10. Emcee - Pak Nde?
*done
11. Sound system - done
12. Kompang - done
13. Marhaban - done
14. Catering - done
15. Breakfast - done
16. Doorgift -
*done
17.
Telur for bunga telur - *done
18. Bunga rampai for merenjis - *done
19. Bunga manggar - takde pun
20. CD lagu - halfway *tak guna pun
19. Road direction - *done


Bertandang (26/12/2010)

1.
Baju - (pakej) booked, belum fitting
2.
Tudung - (pakej)
3.
Veil - (pakej)
4.
Makeup - (pakej)
5.
Kasut - (pakej)
6. Photographer - done





Vendor will be announced after the events, tu pun kalau ada yang nak tahu ;)

Esok rabu, lusa khamis, tulat...Jumaat?

November 18, 2010

marriage blue #2

happy thursday!

traffic was so clear today, so sampai office awal, mood dah bagus, tp air dlm tumbler yg selama ni tak pernah tumpah terkeluar sikit, bluerghhh badi toner mustika ratu kah?

anyway, ni cerita past tense la, ade sikit lagi weird feeling tu,
tapi dah berkurangan hari demi hari,
it's like what i call, menerima hakikat, hehe.


sedih #1

i'm an independent woman,
i do what i want,
i go where i wanna go,
i buy what i want to buy,
kesimpulannya,
i don't need to ask anyone's permission since 5-6 years back,
since i pursued my study in Japan,
i am on my own.

to be honest, i'm not the type yg akan inform him where i wanna go.
bukan sebab taknak bagitau, tp sebab selalunya terlupa, hehe.
kadang2 tgh lepak2 tu tetiba dia call or sms baru teringat nak cakap.

there are times when i feel depressed,
it won't take me too long to decide to go back to ipoh, my hometown.
i can decide 1 hour before my working hours habis,
i also can decide bila dah masuk federal highway nk balik shah alam,
tetiba menghala ke NKVE nk balik ipoh,
there are times when i can only calm down once i reach ipoh.
there are times when i feel tak sedap hati and nak balik tgk abah tgh buat ape.
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therefore, i guess it is hard for me at the beginning, to be a dependant wife.

sedih #2

one thing you should know about me is,
privacy is very important to me.
maybe because i was born as the only girl in siblings,
i had my own room since i was 7,
i don't share my clothes and my things with my siblings; as both of them are boys.

so, sharing room with someone else ain't easy yo!
*tak percaya boleh tanye dart, hehe.
rasa kena behave, rasa tak bebas.

my 1st roomate, roomate tegar, hehe


my 2nd roomate

ni kan plak nak share bilik, with a guy? ;p



another thing you should know about me is,
i love hanging out with him or the girls,
but..
there are times when i feel like not talking to anyone.
there are times when i feel like drinking my fav coffee,
while watching orang lalu-lalang kat starbucks, alone.
there are times when i feel like reading cooking books in MPH, alone.
and there are times when i feel like shopping and wasting money beli girls stuffs, alone.

that is what i call, my time.
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so it is hard for me at the beginning, to share everything with him.


sedih #3



zaza,dart,yana i know u're not in the pics, nnt balik umh ako letak, hehe


i am close to my girlfriends since 7 years back.
since i was away from my family, they were all that i got.
they saw me laughed, they saw me cried, and they are still here.




until now, eventhou semua orang dah balik mesia, keje,
but we still keep in touch thru twitter,
some of them pun dah jadi warga shah alam,
tempat meluahkan perasaan lepas working hours.



i used to be the most excited person to organize a surprise party for them,
i used to be a good listener to some of them,
i used to pujuk fai jangan dtg nagaoka this certain2 weekend
sebab the girls dah buat plan best2.



sedih.
i can't join them watching natrah end of this month.
i can't join ayu & nana jalan2 to nilai3 to cari barang2 tunang nana,
dah susah nak join ape2 dah kot.

but then, i realize that, life is life,
maybe susah nak lepak sama2 dah lepas ni,
but as long as twitter wujud lagi,
as long as semua orang memang connected to the internet everyday,
we will still keep in touch with each other.

XOXO


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end of the chapter,

life goes on,

and life in Malaysia ain't that bad yo! hehe

November 16, 2010

random #1 : bertanggungjawab ke naif sgt?

Yesterday, I went to Carrefour in Bangsar South, which is less than 100m walking distance from my office.

Nak cari toner & moisturizer sbb mmg totally dah habis, licin.
So tengah-tengah bulan ni haruslah beli yg murah-murah saje.
Jalan punya jalan, nampak satu set mustika ratu's products yg elok2 dia letak dlm satu kotak.
Macam menarik je sebab kotak nampak klasik, haha takde kena-mengena.

Ambil la dr tingkat paling atas sekali kat rak tu, konon nak belek-belek jap
sekali kelepupppp botol kat tingkat bawah nye jatuh.
kalau u all pernah tgk produk mustika ratu semua nya dalam botol plastik yg rapuh tu.
kelepuppp kelepuppp tgk2 dah patah penutup botol toner tu sampai keluar isi toner tu,
lantai pun dah basah sikit.

woooppppsssieeee!


Ok lah, letak balik, pergi rak brand lain plak
lama-lama tak sedap hati, merayap gi tempat makanan plak,
tapi, memang sampai ke sudah tak sedap hati,
maka daku ke rak tu balik and masukkan toner tu dlm shopping basket,
and beratur nak bayar.

"Akak, pecah ni, kenapa tak tukar yang baru punye"

"Eh cmni, saye nak ambil barang kat atas dia, tapi terkena botol ni pastu terjatuh, bukan once broken consider sold ke?"

"Eh takpe, akak tukar je dgn yg baru, kejap saya ambilkan"

"Eh dik, saye taknak beli ni pun sebenarnye, tapi sebab saye yg bagi pecah, so saye bayar la"

"Aaa kalau mcm tu saye tak kire la ni kak"

"OK, cool"

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"Baiknya akak ni, kalau org lain dah tinggalkan dah"
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"Takde la baik sgt pun dik, just rasa tak best kalau blah cmtu je, so saye bayar jela"





So, masa drive balik tu tertanya2,
Am i too naive,
Or am i a responsible person,
Or do i think too much?
Ke sebab Malaysia's culture and Japan's culture are totally different that I don't have to be like this kind hearted?



Haha.

November 15, 2010

Marriage Blue #1

November 2009, Nagaoka JP


Salam.

It's a gloomy Monday. In fact, KL kebelakangan ni memang gloomy, hujan mendung hujan.

Anyway, let's talk about marriage blue, hehe.

I think it's normal to have this weird feeling.
Although pernah dgr org ckp, kalau mmg tu jodoh kite, dia yg ditakdirkan utk kita,
kita tak akan pernah rasa ragu-ragu lagi.
Tapi haritu kitaorg bergaduh besar psl small things, or maybe for me it's just a small thing.
Gaduh punye gaduh sampai rasa "Eh, biar btol ako nk kawen ngn mamat ni?"

Siap post kat twitter the wedding is off.

My ex-boss pn pernah tegur, he asked ; kenapa kebelakangan ni muka gloomy je? mesti skarang tgh bercakap dgn diri sendiri, btol ke nk kawen dgn dia ni, btol ke nak kawen ni, eh entah2 nanti dia berubah cmni cmni, eh boleh ke ako nk hidup ngn dia ni etc..

Rupa-rupanya sebab bini dia dulu mcm tu katanye.

Normal kot?






Tapi sekarang dah 15hb, 2 more weeks, and the weird feeling hilang dah, yang tinggal hanyalah azam nak jadi seorang isteri yg baik, diredhai suami, diredhai Allah..

InsyaAllah.

Last, but not least, datang weird feeling lain plak, which is sedih --> Marriage Blue #2, soon.

November 13, 2010

I Look To You

Eh dah November?

Well org yg drive almost 1 hour pegi/balik dr ofis mcm daku mmg agak tak kuasa nak update blog bila dah sampai rumah.
Makan sambil tgk tv, tido.
Penat sampai malas makan, tido.
Makan kat luar, balik tido.

Anyway, although I dah invite kat Facebook, tapi I upload jugak la kat sini.
Yang mintak kad tu, akan ku cuba untuk gi pos, walaupun percentage dia rendah.
Akan cuba laaa, baru tau post office kat Mid Valley buka sampai malam.
Tapi yang area2 KL ni, akan ku pass kat sape2 nnt okay, yg penting all of you are invited ;)





We were classmates during PPKTJ (2003-2005),
gaduh2 kutuk2, jadi kawan baik and fell in love,
tapi pilih college lain-lain, university lain-lain kt Jpn,
konon-konon nak ada life sendiri,
but now, I guess we're ready.

Doakan kami, dear readers.

Thank you ;)