Marriage Blue #1

November 2009, Nagaoka JP

Salam.

It's a gloomy Monday. In fact, KL kebelakangan ni memang gloomy, hujan mendung hujan.

Anyway, let's talk about marriage blue, hehe.

I think it's normal to have this weird feeling.
Although pernah dgr org ckp, kalau mmg tu jodoh kite, dia yg ditakdirkan utk kita,
kita tak akan pernah rasa ragu-ragu lagi.
Tapi haritu kitaorg bergaduh besar psl small things, or maybe for me it's just a small thing.
Gaduh punye gaduh sampai rasa "Eh, biar btol ako nk kawen ngn mamat ni?"

Siap post kat twitter the wedding is off.

My ex-boss pn pernah tegur, he asked ; kenapa kebelakangan ni muka gloomy je? mesti skarang tgh bercakap dgn diri sendiri, btol ke nk kawen dgn dia ni, btol ke nak kawen ni, eh entah2 nanti dia berubah cmni cmni, eh boleh ke ako nk hidup ngn dia ni etc..

Rupa-rupanya sebab bini dia dulu mcm tu katanye.

Normal kot?






Tapi sekarang dah 15hb, 2 more weeks, and the weird feeling hilang dah, yang tinggal hanyalah azam nak jadi seorang isteri yg baik, diredhai suami, diredhai Allah..

InsyaAllah.

Last, but not least, datang weird feeling lain plak, which is sedih --> Marriage Blue #2, soon.