26th Birthday Gift

Thought of sharing it here, sebagai kenang-kenangan kepada diri sendiri.

So, last 2 weeks, I woke up as usual in the morning to work, but with a curious feeling.

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positive ?!

I didn't expect it at all !

As I wanted it so much, that I did many home pregnancy tests every month since I get married. So, i thought it will be negative as my previous tests, and will end up makan mahal2 masa lunch kat office untuk mengubat kekecewaan, but as you can see in above picture, it's a positive !

Mamai kan pagi2, termenung kejap sebelum sedar itu adalah kenyataan, barulah menjerit "eeeeeeehhhhhh?!" dalam bilik air, and laung hubby yg tgh tido lagi.

"Bby, tgk ni !"

Dia bukak mata siket and said "maksudnya?"

"It's a positive la bby, eh biar btol? positive kan ni haaa cuba compare ngn gambar kat kotak ni"

so 2-2 macam takleh terima kenyataan, sebab 2-2 naakk sgt, bila Allah dah kasi tu mmg susah nak percaya, like..it's a miracle! so 2-2 taktau nak senyum ke nak gembira ke sebab ehh biar btoll? punye feeling.but i have a strong instinct, sebab selalu baca blog2, kalau test tu negative, boleh diragui, maybe hormon hcg dlm badan still rendah and the tester still tak dapat detect, so caranya kalau yakin sgt pegi la jumpa doc and buat blood test, which is more accurate. tapi jarang gile dgr org buat test positive tapi sebenarnye takde pape (except orang tu ada makan pil hormon ke before)..

and lagi satu yg buat instinct kuat, sebab guna tester yang branded (clearblue), yg dikatakan sgt sensitive compares to cheaper testers yg selalu dlm instruction die suruh test urine in the morning, sebab time tu hcg level paling tinggi. clearblue ni bleh test anytime. so pergi office perasaan bercampur baur. kebetulan lunch dekat midvalley, so beli another tester. and i bought 2! satu murah punya konon2 kalau negative bleh la diragui, and satu lg mahal gila.

so i tested it again using the cheap one first..

2 lines !

and again in the evening, before we went to see the doctor..

tester paling mahal, i think rm35 kot, tp mcm yg paling accurate la

as you can see on the screen there's 2-3 , which means 2-3weeks after conceiving, tapi kalau ikut doc's term, it is 4-5 weeks pregnant, sebab doc akan kira dari hari 1st period yang terakhir.

iklan : clearblue is totally recommended

so, pergi jumpa doc lepas tu.. and inform him psl dah buat upt test sendiri bla bla bla

then dia tanya "dah buat sendiri 3 kali? 3-3 pun positif?"

i nodded.

"hah positif la tu, takyah jumpa saye pun takpe"

waddehek?

dah la tak suruh buat test lagi sekali, memang dia tak check ape2 lgsg, sembang2 kosong je.

hubs dah happy2 terus call family dia and inform, ako plak nak kate happy sgt pun tak la sebab doc tu cm takleh pakai je.esoknya ajak hubs g klinik lain plak muahahaha and this time mmg doc btol2 buat urine test, timbang berat, high blood pressure, and bagitau ni bleh makan, ni jgn makan. doc 1st haitu kata awak makan apa saja, tak payah pantang2, grrrrrrr.



so, the result was double confirmed, 5 weeks, EDD will be end of Nov 2011 :)




harap dapat doakan kami yang baik-baik dan selamat semuanya...

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i'm glad, i'm thankful, ya Allah, sesungguhnya Kau Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang.

affected

"If you allow your mind to dwell on thoughts of failure, you will attract like minds and you will experience even more failures because there are more negative thought vibrations in motion within our mental environment.

Do not allow yourself to be affected by the adverse and negative thoughts of those around you. Look for good in everything and everyone if you want to attract the things and people that correspond to your thoughts. "

end of the month sudahh

a few days after dapat gaji, duit pun mencurah-curah keluar utk bayar bil2.

haih.

but, a miracle happens, it makes me happy, thanks Allah.

:)

adik-beradik

Eh, macam sebulan sekali plak update blog, adakah pada masa akan datang jadi 2 bulan sekali? hihi


Anyway, i think i never tell anyone about this.
How i've always wanted to have lil sisters/brothers, and also elder sisters.

I grew up with my elder brothers, tu yg jd kasar kot.
Bukan takde perasaan nak main teddy bears, barbie, masak2,
in fact i played with those girlish2 stuffs, tapi bosan.
Sebab? Takde kawan nak main.
Dulu kawan2 perempuan semua dok jauh2, yg duduk dlm satu taman perumahan yg sama ade sorg je. Tp she was way toooo girlish yang takleh berpanas sume tu, again, bosannn.

Last2 i joined my brothers dgn kawan2 dorg main senapang2 (gune peluru biji terung tu), lompat2 longkang, masuk ladang kelapa sawit, panjat2 pagar, main gasing, layang-layang.
Tu yg gelap tuh skang, tsk tsk.

source : google

Main teddy bears jugak, sorang2. pathetic gila. jadi cikgu, and teddy2 tu semua jadi anak2 muridku. Siap blackboard kecik, buku latihan, dgn kapur tulis tu sekotak, kapur kaler2 sekotak, tsk. Jadi cikgu yg garang plak tu, sket2 baling kapur, sepak teddy la, camno tuh?

source : google

Kesimpulannye, jadi anak bongsu ni boring, especially takde adik beradik sejantina yang bleh dibawak main. Baju pon nak share ngn sape? Habis ako tiru baju2 abang2ku, brand nak Puma, Cheetah, BUM, paling power skali zaman tu Adidas aa, sume saiz lelaki yer, jersey bola pun ako pakai, hahaha, skirt? jangan harapp. start form3 baru ade intention nak pakai baju ade shape-shape sikit auwwwwch

Pernah tanya arwah mama, nape ako tade adik..
Mama cakap peranakan dia dah kene ikat, sebab lahirkan kitorg 3-3 guna kaedah caesarian.
Doc nasihatkan stop beranak.
So, here i am, the youngest and the only girl.

Tapi, keadaan tu dah berubah sejak abg2 kahwin, so I have 2 sisters in law skang.
Tetiba ade kakak, memula mmg susah nak accept. Mcm..err...tak biase...kot.
Lama2 skang dah ok, tapi still x sampai tahap pinjam2 baju la, takat pinjam lipstick je eheh & ade kawan gosip2 hihihi.

Keadaan bertambah berubah terus since 2.5months back.
Since I got married to my man.
Tetiba ade 4 adik, 3 laki sorg pompuan plus another kakak heeeeeeee :D
Yang ni memula pelik gak, tapi the feeling of accepting tu sgt kuat,
dah lame nak adik lah katekann.
And now, i'm officially a sister, walaupun pangkat kakak ipar je, but still I am :)

Satu perbezaan my own family and hubs' family.
Kitorang memang tak tunjukkan kasih sayang to each other.
Fyi, the 1st time my eldest brother hugged me was on my solemnization day.
In fact, masa arwah mama meninggal dulu, no one hug me to calm me down.
But i know how much they care, especially since i'm back for good :)



Hubs' siblings lain. Mmg lain. I can see that.
Tapi tu la, semua orang dibesarkan dgn cara lain2 kan.
Umur diaorg rapat2 so mmg fun, maybe sebab dorang ramaiii, so seronok hehe.

Life is wonderful when love is around, isn't it ? :)

Terpaksa update blog

Let's talk about work.

Actually, i am working in a software/IT related company, but in its finance department.
ok la, fine, memang kelakar. haritu masuk sales office, skang masuk finance dept plak, ok fine, memang lawak.

The main reason i accepted this offer was because it's not a Japanese co, it's a Finnish co.
sesape yg pernah keje kt Japs co, faham kot, kenapa.

And it's an IT related co, so konon2 dapat yg dekat2 dgn kelulusan ku (EE & Information Eng.)
Finance dept. --> ehh OK je, kate engineer maka ade lah sikit otak2 Maths di situ, konon.

Taking care of the orders from Japan is mainly my job scope, but now I'm handling Germany's and UK's orders too. So basically, I don't have to speak Japanese at all, I just need to read & write in Japanese, which is selalunya copy and paste je kat dalam system. So basically, I like it because I don't have to deal directly with the Japanese. Senang cakap, I hate working with them for some reasons.

My job scope is so far so good, actually,The environment is pretty good, takde org yg busybody, flexible working hours, no pressure.Tambah2 plak i'm in the same department with Nabil (yg dah kenal almost 8 years, satu univ plak kat Jpn), heaven la kan.

Both of us are in the same department, in the same position, which means to back up each other. OK la, that's pretty good.
Masalahnya, tiap2 kali nak mintak cuti tu adeeeee je halangan, seriously.
Mintak cuti kahwin, pun susah, padahal masa interview lagi dah cakap

"i'm getting married this Dec, do you have problem with this?"

and she answered "No, it's not that you're going to apply leave for a month, right?"

"of course, most probably a week is enough"


Nikah jumaat,
tapi rabu petang baru balik ipoh,
khamis keluar the whole day cari barang yg blom complete.
sabtu sanding,
ahad balik KL,
isnin apply Move Leave yer, iaitu cuti untuk berpindah rumah,
selasa cuti umum.

so total cuti untuk berkahwin : 3.5 hari

credit : ahmad fairus photography

Nak sambung cuti lagi nak honeymoon? kirim salammm jela.
ade training, bos besar dr Finland nak dtg, tapi date belum fix,
so how to apply leave tengah2 bulan 12 tu?

Then, when the date was fixed ; 3rd week of Dec,
Nabil and I plan nak gilir2 cuti masa year end,
sebab ikut common sense, Japan akan cuti panjang for New Year.
bos kecik tak bagi !
katanya that will be the busiest period for finance dept.

OK, fine. Terima hakikat. Quarter closing bla bla bla.

Tup tup Japan cuti start 29Dec sampai 3Jan.
Kitorg dah happy dah, 2-2 rasa nak cuti on 31Dec which was the last Friday in 2010,
Again, ikut common sense, 2 3 hari sebelum tu, orders from Germany and UK sikit je,
Maka IKUT COMMON SENSE la 31Dec tu akan raaaaamai orang cuti = order sikit, btol tak?

credit : google images

Tanye bos kecik, tanye bos besar, 2-2 tak bagi Nabil & I cuti serentak on 31st,
Either one of us have to stay in the office, to backup the team in Helsinki,
where 2 of them pun dah apply leave awal2.

Maka daku memberi laluan kpd Nabil, as I'm planning to take leave at the end of January,
But mintak dorg consider giving me a half day leave,
Rejected !

Dgn alasan, i have to be in the office until 4pm, so that kalau order masuk je bleh vroooommm proceed and raise invoice, efficient la sangat, konon.

Padahal Nabil and I yg tiap2 hari handle orders from both countries ni dah faham sgt dah,
alangkan hari-hari biase ako check kol 6.30pm pun order ade 3 bijik je,
kalau ako check kol 3.59pm pun order belum masuk la pandai-pandai sekalian.

ish, geram.

Dah argue dlm e-mail, berbalas-balas, last2 my final sentence was

"Noted, will be here till 4pm"

Kerja sorang-sorang, pasang youtube kuat2 buat cm umah sendiri,
Lunch hour jalan2 kat carrefour, buat air kat pantry 2 3 kali,
Datang e-mail dr sales person in Finland,

" .... We are trying to get the order in today but this might be challenging as the persons at the other end are on vacation..."

SEE ? ! !

ako terus kemas beg, balik.

by 4pm, dah ade kat depan pintu.

memang mangkuk tingkat btol.

the busiest week konon.

kalau busiest tade laaaa ako ngn Nabil menganggur dr semalam tgk tenettt je?

maka dengan ini kami telah bertekad untuk isi leave form, 3 bulan sebelum year end 2011.

dgn bukti dan alasan yg kukuh !

jaga kau !

p/s : pjg gle tulis sebab sehari public holiday, ceh. work is work, holiday is holiday, get a life.