homesick

saya homesick.
tapi setiap kali balik still rasa janggal.
i know time heals, but i'm very sure it's not that fast.

sekarang... balik sebab rindu abah je...
dah takde feeling mcm i miss my bedroom, i miss my bantal etc.

i miss those times, bila tiap2 kali balik, mama akan masak all my favourite dishes;
especially ikan terubuk bakar and masak lemak ketam.
confirm ada!

i miss the feeling that someone remembers what i like and what i don't like.
i miss my mama, badly.

luckily, opah is there to make me feel good.
i have to drive about 1 hour from ipoh just to feel welcomed home again.
opah akan masak sedap2 kalau tau ku nak balik.
tapi opah masak tetap takkan sama dgn mama masak.

well, life goes on dib.
take it or leave it.

agaknya sebab masa pun beredar. i'm now married to the man i love.
sekarang dah takde istilah "my bedroom, my bantal" anymore.
semua dah kena share.
even "my fav place to eat cendol" pon dah jadi "our fav place to eat cendol"

again, life goes on.