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semoga kita sentiasa memperoleh kekuatan untuk menghadapinya

he hates leopard

My husband hates leopard printed designs on clothes.
He just couldn't accept it.
Even the small2 things like baby mittens.
Ingatkan leopard je, sekali corak2 zebra pun kene reject.

Both pics taken from SandCastle Kid's Boutique

Jangan kan kate anak die, dgn bini die skali die tak approve pakai shawl yg ade unsur2 leopard.

Satu-satunye corak binatang yg dia bleh accept is cow hahaha ok cow printed on babies clothes are cute thou.

Actually entry ini tercipta pas tgk gambar kat bwh ni. This is ridiculuos la tapi, hubs sayang this is for you hahaha

homesick

saya homesick.
tapi setiap kali balik still rasa janggal.
i know time heals, but i'm very sure it's not that fast.

sekarang... balik sebab rindu abah je...
dah takde feeling mcm i miss my bedroom, i miss my bantal etc.

i miss those times, bila tiap2 kali balik, mama akan masak all my favourite dishes;
especially ikan terubuk bakar and masak lemak ketam.
confirm ada!

i miss the feeling that someone remembers what i like and what i don't like.
i miss my mama, badly.

luckily, opah is there to make me feel good.
i have to drive about 1 hour from ipoh just to feel welcomed home again.
opah akan masak sedap2 kalau tau ku nak balik.
tapi opah masak tetap takkan sama dgn mama masak.

well, life goes on dib.
take it or leave it.

agaknya sebab masa pun beredar. i'm now married to the man i love.
sekarang dah takde istilah "my bedroom, my bantal" anymore.
semua dah kena share.
even "my fav place to eat cendol" pon dah jadi "our fav place to eat cendol"

again, life goes on.

seminggu sudah berpuasa

Cikebum at 18 weeks

Cepat btol Ramadhan datang, tup tup dah seminggu kita berpuasa.
So far Alhamdulillah, puasa penuh lagi walaupun terawih on and off, cikebum memberikan kerjasama yg baik, you're strong kan baby?

Cikebum is almost 24weeks in my womb, another 16weeks to go.
Sangat aktif bila ku duduk diam2 tgh buat kerja kat ofis ke, masa tgh berbaring2 kt sofa sambil tgk drama petang2 ke, bergegar2 perut kena tendang.
Kadang2 tergelak sorang2, sebab bila dia start tendang, ku akan sembang2 dgn dia, and seronoknya dia tendang balik, mcm kasi respond, such an amazing feeling :)


Last week hubs and I went to the Parenthood Expo at Midvalley. Tapi ku dah start survey2 barang2 yang nak dibeli kat online shops dulu sebelum pergi. Just to know the price range, so that nanti takde la pergi expo then terpengaruh dgn perkataan SALE padahal harga sama je. Tapi, memang tak sangka langsung, harga kat expo for certain items mmg sangat2 murah. For example, if kat Mothercare harga dia rm400 plus, kat online shop bleh dapat around rm290, tapi kat expo dapat rm260. Besar jugak ape beza rm30 tu. Tapi sebab we all pergi dgn budget yang dah memang fix, grab jela barang2 within the budget, although balik tu rasa rugi sangat tak beli certain items sebab harga memang murah compared to online shops. Nak buat camno, kang tak makan nasik plak kang sebulan sebab bankrap awal2 kat expo..

I know setengah orang maybe rasa awal lagi nak beli barang baby, ramai yang tunggu dah 7 or 8 months baru beli segedabak sekali, but not for hubs and I. Kalau nak harap kitorg kumpul duit then beli kemudian mmg tak terkumpul la duit tu. So kitorg akan beli barang sikit2 setiap kali dapat gaji. So hujung2 tu kitorg bleh concentrate utk bayar yg paling penting; hospital fee. Well, lain orang lain cara kan.

Oklah, nak panaskan lauk untuk berbuka, harini masak kari ayam saje.
Top up dgn kuih muih dan laksa dari bazar, hehe.

Selamat berpuasa !


anyway, congrats to my bestie Nana, another mommy-to-be in the house ! ;D

half way to go

20weeks already !



but baby still malu nak tunjuk bebird or not hehe.

kalau gi shopping mall skang mmg ske jalan2 tempat baju2 infants, tp dinasihatkan beli natural colors la kan sbb belum tau gender, tapi lama2 boooosannn la ok earth color, pa&ma die suke striking colors, hubs nak beli mesti ade unsur2 biru, ako plak pantang nampak pink2 purple2 mule la over react, last2 beli hijau, takpon merah.

next week ada detail check-up. dear baby, plis kangkang kejap time doc scan okay, penat da pa&ma gaduh kt shoping mall. papa awak konfiden sgt awk boboy sbb adik bradik pa&ma lelaki2 belaka, sorg je pompuan dlm family. mama x kesah awak ni lelaki ke pompuan (walaupun baju2 gegirl kiuttttt sgt2), nanti mama train awak awal2 lg bwk gi tempat2 yg mama ske pegi, so that awak tak cranky mase mama test2 baju ke test2 makeup ke wahahaha.

gambar scan ade dlm cd kt umah, tapi kalau kat umah mmg tak terbukak nye laptop, agak tak kuasa. penat mengadap komputer sehari suntuk kat ofis. i'll upload here later.


dr segi progress, i don't remember the numbers. semua ada kat gambar scan tu. yg pasti beratku naik around 2kgs/month. doc kata average. kalau 3kg dia akan suruh reduce makan salty foods, sebab kalau berat naik byk sgt, ada possibility nak kena high blood pressure. and kalau berat sgt, nanti kaki bengkak2 katanya.. kalau berat tak naik pun susah jugak, mcm baby tak develop. so walaupun ngeri dengar berat sendiri, tapi takpelah asalkan baby sihat.

and, i started to feel the kicks since week 17 !

actually memula tak perasan pun, pastu rasa mcm gerak2 dlm perut, ingatkan angin ke. lama2 baru boleh recognize, tapi still feeling sorg2, last2 panggil hubs and suruh die letak tangan kat perut, and the baby kicked ! hubs terkejut and asked me back? " tu die tendang ke? mcm dugggggg skali kat perut" and i was surprised that hubs can feel it too, so confirm la, tu baby tgh training kick-boxing kot.

nowadays baby sgt aktif after my lunch hour, pastu time2 maghrib, time tgh rileks2 jap baru sampai umah, and sebelum tido bila sembang2 dgn dia, baby akan tendang cm kasi respon :)


that's all for now. ganbarou ne baby, few months left till i can kiss you for the first time. semoga selamat semuanya, amin.