dlm hati ada taman

it's not easy to receive a phone call from my husband during the working hours due to the nature of his work kecuali kalau benda yg betul2 penting, but not after this arrived in his office last friday :)

oh anyway u don't have to come out with all the fatwas yg kata celebrate valentine's day tu haram etc, i already read bout it. ini hanyalah suka2 je, sbb 5 years dok kt jepun, mmg seronok tgk mcm2 promotions/gifts/chocolates yg semua nye comel2 sgt tiap2 kali bulan februari. so dulu mmg rajin la beli chocs, buat cake bagai pastu send to hubs via courier hihi semangat. tp skang dah jadi "housemate" susah la plak nak bake kek tanpa pengetahuan dia kan.

that day my bff yg wish kat whatsapp dulu. then only i realized that it was 14feb. huhu. so terus google online florist and tadaaaaaa terus order chocs (sbb nnt hubs bwk balik bleh tumpang makan skali hihi). dlm pape hal pun perut harus diutamakan ok hehe.

hubs called to say thank you and that he loves me too :)
but few mins later he texted me "so sweet. garang2 mommy pun romantic :p"

blame the hormones syg. u yg buat i jadi cmni okeeeeeee.

kisah di satu petang Jumaat

lunch hour tadi, the colleagues and I, 4 of us pegi masjid TTDI sbb dorg ni melayan mak buyung ni nak makan kebab daging dgn nasi beriani kat situ.

masa tgh pilih2 ayam madu tu, dtg la 4 org budak skolah, yg kitorg rasa still sekolah rendah, maybe darjah 4 or 5 camtu. dtg tanya kat tuan gerai "makcik, nasi satu berapa?"

pastu makcik tu jwb "rm8. berapa org?" sambil tangan mencedok nasi.

and one of the kid said "takpe la makcik, tanya je dulu"

sape2 yg dgr pun mesti la rasa budak ni nak kira duit dulu cukup ke tak nak beli sepinggan beriani.

makcik tu pun tanya kat husband dia "bang, ni budak2 ni tanya nasi berapa ringgit?"

pakcik tu pun panggil budak2 ni dtg dekat dia. mula2 dia nak bagi sepinggan rm5, sbb tgk gaya budak2 tu mmg x cukup duit, tp bini dia bertegas nak bagi rm6 paling murah.

while DZ (my colleague) and I dah rasa sayu dah tgk budak2 tu. dlm hati ni dah tepike "Ya Allah, kalau la nnt anak aku jadi cmni, duit belanja tak cukup, tp teringin sgt makan beriani" kesiannnnn sgt.

last2 budak2 tu amik sepinggan je, kongsi 4 org. paham tak? ako tatau la org len cmne tp time tu rasa ako nk byr kan je utk dorg semua. tp tgk purse cm tak cukup plak.

last2 blah nk balik kete. tp hati tu sayu lg. sembang dgn kwn2 lain, semua tgh sebak rupanya. so ktorg kumpul rm6 sorg, dan patah balik kasi kat pakcik tu, and suruh dia kasi budak2 tu makan.

nasib korg lah anak2. bertembung dgn "kakak-kakak" yg berhati lembut ni, jenis tak sampai hati. maybe sbb masing2 pun dah ada anak, so masing2 pun teringat kat anak sendri. sobs.

but we wonder apesal la makcik pakcik tu takleh pejam mata je and sedekah nasi ngn ayam, kasi portion sikit je pun jadi lah, buat hilang lapar budak2 tu. tp yela org berniaga kan..

tu je. let's say hello to the long weekend ! :D Happy Chinese New Year!


-blogging from my phone, pls ignore if there's any typo-

cheeky LV

you are my sunshine :)

The Final Trimester

Ya Allah, please ease this soon to end journey. I'm tired already.

Not Ar Ridzuan again.

After considering like 1000 times, I decided not to give birth to Baby L in Pusat Perubatan Ar Ridzuan, Ipoh this time.

Reasons :

1. Right after Vivy keluar haritu, the doc/nurses takde plak dtg tunjukkan Vivy to me. They should actually bring the baby to me, and confirmkan..mcm "This is your baby, she's a girl" . Unfortunately Ar Ridzuan tak buat mcm tu. Dorg terus amik Vivy utk bersihkan and panggil Hubs utk azankan.

2. Lepas bersihkan lebih kurang, they should actually give Vivy to me within 1 hour after dia keluar, utk bonding session and to let the baby latch on me for the 1st time. Ni tak, lepas azankan dorang terus bwk Vivy pegi nursery, to feed her with the formula milk, without even asking me first.

3. Dah lepas keluarkan uri, jahit episotomi semua, I was left in the labor room for recovery for like half an hour lepastu ditolak masuk ke single room. Asyik la tanya Hubs mana baby mana baby, Mommy tak jumpa lagi. Bleh imagine tak kau bwk dia ke hulu hilir 38 minggu, lepas baby keluar terus dibawak pergi nursery without even showing her to me skali pun. I think after 3 hours kot baru i met Vivy for the first time. Dalam keadaan dia dah kenyang :(

4. Vivy keluar dgn bantuan vakum. I was too tired due to 20 hours in pain, plus I was too high due to the laughing gas. Mmg lalok gila I can't even focus masa meneran tu. Lepas jumpa Vivy the first thing I saw was ada luka segaris kat kepala dia. And takde sape pun dtg explain kenapa jadi mcm tu. Sampai la I asked the nurse, and she said "oh maybe ni kena masa Doc pecahkan air ketuban tadi"

5. Ar Ridzuan tak provide epidural. Sekian.

Tu jelah. Haritu mcm takde nak komplen ape2. Tapi bila baca2 balik and fikir logik2 balik, rasa tak puas hati sket la. Bil mmg murah (total bill was 1.8k) tapi hati tak berapa senang pun susah jugak.

So this time InsyaAllah akan bersalin di Pantai Puteri Hospital Ipoh under Datin Dr. Mimin. I will write the review later InsyaAllah.

Reasons for considering Pantai Puteri :

1. They provide epidural 24/7. Tu mmg major requirement this time. Although sume gynaes yg daku jumpa sume kate I might not need any pain killer sbb gap Baby L and Vivy sgt dekat. TAPI, prepare jela siap2 utk sebarang kemungkinan contraction 20 jam lagi. huhu.

2. Baby friendly hospital. Although they don't have the certificate, but after reading some reviews and dah confirmkan dgn Dr Mimin sendiri, they truly support breastfeeding in the hospital.

3. Dorang pun ade pakej bersalin, around 1.8k for normal delivery, 2D1N including the paed fee + immunization shot. Epidural costs around rm800. C-zer delivery will cost around 5k-6k. 

Tu jela kot. Buat masa ni. Wuuuu dah nak masuk 35weeks. Nervousssssssssss. Bukan nervous nak beranak, tapi nervous memikirkan how to handle 2 babies at the same time haha.

14mo Lily Viviana