sampai kapan?

Thou sebelum balik Malaysia lagi,I knew it.
I knw that zaman hu-ha-hu-ha ku semakin sampai ke penghujung.
I don't knw why,but here in Malaysia,
I think twice/triple before I do something.

Am I growing old?

I just hate shopping malls,lately.I hate crowded places.
I go to malls just to meet friends,makan-makan,minum-minum,
owh and beli novel/magazines.

Am I growing old?

And I guess,my fashion sense pon dah berubah.
Goodbye blink-blink.Goodbye "ALTA"?
Here,in Malaysia,there is the simpler version of myself.
Sebab cuaca?Maybe.

Am I growing old?

No lah.
But I guess,it's because I'm not a girl anymore.
I'm a woman.

And I am changing for the better me.
Oh Allah,I wanna be loved by You.Please,help me.

Karuizawa, 2009